Stressed

Ok, I feel pulled in WAY too many directions.
School, extras, grad school, friends, roommate, boyfriend....etc.
Somethings gotta' give.
What do I do?

I spend so much time at school worrying about stuff that isn't classroom related. I think the classroom suffers.

HOW IN THE HELL DO I TELL MY BOSS THAT I CAN'T DO MY JOB BECAUSE OF MY JOB?

Space? Alone time?

Ok, it has never been a secret that he needs to be alone sometimes. My question is this: how can I give him time away from me without feeling rejected? I was away this weekend, which I know he was excited about. We decided to come home early--for multiple reasons. I could tell that he wasn't thrilled about that. I told him that we didn't have to see each other....which he was reluctant to agree to. He knew that I wanted to see him. I don't want him to resent me, though, so I said we didn't have to see each other. He told me that he didn't want to be a jerk, but he really just wanted to sit on his couch alone.

Fine. So, I'm trying to be ok with that. I'm watching TV, I'm playing on the computer, I'm thinking of calling someone else to go out with. Then, he sends me a text that says, "Thanks for being understanding." I wanted to scream, "I DON'T UNDERSTAND!" I didn't respond at all. I think that if he wants alone time, we aren't going to talk during it. So, I watched the PSU game and did laundry.

Today, I get up and he sent me a text at 9:00 AM that said, "Brrr, can you help to warm me up?" (His apartment is cold.) It ticked me off. I sent him a response that said, "Tease."

I just don't get it. I don't get me, either.