Monday, October 30, 2006

It's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to.

All I wanted was to know that I am important to him.
I told him that.
He felt bad.
ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.
I cried some more.
I'm so tired of crying.

He says, "Well, I didn't want to insist that you see me tonight. I wanted to take you out to dinner." At 5:04 pm I got a text message that said, "you eat yet?" My friends had badgered me all day -- wanted to make sure that I wasn't alone tonight. At 5:00 I had agreed to have dinner with one of them. When I told him that I had plans, he said, "Ok." HE ISN'T SUPPOSED TO SAY OK! He is supposed to say that he had plans to take me out to dinner! I told him that. His response? "I'm not the type of person who says 'No, I wanted to be with you.'" I said, "Well, it made me feel like I'm not important to you."

This sucks.

1 comment:

Val said...

Oh MAS =( I'm so sorry. I hope that a miscommunication like this doesn't happen again. I hope he knows to let you know in the future. He has to know by now that you're a planner! That's one of the things I love about you- you keep the rest of us on track!

So what did you have for dinner and did you enjoy yourself? I love you!