I'm crying because I had to come HOME to my APARTMENT. The one without Marc. He has Garrett this weekend and I think that I shouldn't stay there when he is there. (I feel like he needs someone to TRY to set a good example--even if I am sleeping there every other night!)
I hated leaving. This isn't my home anymore, his place is.
Right now, I don't care if I have an engagement ring, or a fancy wedding, I just want to be married and be together.
I hate this! I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!
Oh, did I mention that I got home at 10:15 and my engaged roommate is already in bed. I guess you wouldn't want to spend a Saturday night with your fiancee, now would you?
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This is me, rambling about whatever I'm feeling and trying to make sense of life. Take it or leave it.
4 comments:
*ROFLMAO*
ok - so it's not THAT funny....
but, well, read my equivilant and then, well
you'll see the irony
I actually remember this with Mike. The worst was when I was still living in the Bronx & had to take the hour+ train ride or a $20 cab ride.
Now I cry when he has to go away on business (it really did happen twice) - for the first night. Then I get giddy about being able to have the remote control & watching chick flicks. Of course, I can't really sleep in the bed right without him. I end up sleeping sideways for some reason.
Have you met Garrett? How did it go? Does he live near Marc? What's the deal with the ex? Answer as much as you want. No pressure.
I still cry when Scott leaves, MAS. But I'm w/ JC too. She's right about being able to watch whatever w/out feeling like you're wasting their time. Hogging the bed is fun sometimes too.
You are the one who told me to be happy at whatever station I was in. If you're a girlfriend, be content to be a girlfriend. Yes, it's hard- each station is. When you're a fiancee, you'll just want to be married and will want to rush that too. Etc. Try to enjoy your time alone- make it yours.
And just because she's engaged doesn't mean she wants to be w/ him every second either. You already know they don't have the ideal relationship, so don't waste your time comparing it to yours.
I love you and am glad you've found someone to make you so happy. And I think you're doing the best thing by letting him have time w/ Garrett to do guy stuff. You're being a big girl. It's hard sometimes. That just means you're doing it right!
Welll....? I'm thinking that on this L-O-N-G three day weekend you might have a little time to post and fill us in, right? The last you left us you were crying. I'm always a little sad to think you've been crying for 3 weeks. My hope is that the next night you were back together & all smiles again.
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