OK, so I sat in my Weight Watchers meeting and cried today.
My leader thought I was crying about my 6 pound weight gain.
(did I mention that there were only 4 people at the meeting?)
I wasn't crying about the weight gain. (Although I should--6 pounds in 6 days--come on!)
What was I crying about?
MEN.
Will I ever find someone who loves me and wants to be with me, yet will wait to have sex with me, yet loves to drink beer? I was crying because I was crying. I'm unhappy with my dating life, I'm unhappy at work, I'm unhappy with my church. I am such an emotional mess. I have to do something to get over this. But, what? I'll tell you what ISN'T working--eating, that's for sure. I will say that I'm thinking about seeing a counselor. I'm not talking about my preacher... he has an agenda--as does any minister. I'm talking about finding a "talking doctor" to go to. My insurance covers it.
It also has me thinking about New Year's Resolutions.
I'm thinking about giving up men for the new year; taking a year off. I don't know what that would prove, but it might make me focus on more important things. I'm also thinking of imposing a year long bedtime for myself. I'm thinking 9:00. Is it possible to be in bed by 9:30 for 365 days in a row? I'm not so sure.
What is your resolution?
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I haven't figured out my resolutions yet. And I think curfew would be safer to give you an hour range instead of a set time. Like between 9 and 10 works better. Two nights into it, you'll go to bed at 9:02 and there goes the whole year! Plus, what about PSU games that start late, etc? Or the movie you always wanted to watch? You get the idea.
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